got good news this morning
finally the email i have anxiously wait for last few months finally arrived
punyalaa panjang doa aku before bukak the said email
and imagine how happy i am
bila baca ayat

This letter is to inform you that you are
qualified the document screening of XXX , have been selected as a
recipient of the travel award to visit XXX take the interview for
the XXX graduate research assistantship as well as the entrance
examination to the Graduate Program of Materials Science and Engineering
at the XXX

Alhamdulillah!
syukur kepada Tuhan

terus call akmal..tapi tetiba ada awek jepun plak jawap
so sms je laaa..kena bagitau mak jah ni dulu sbb dia tolong aku suma tuh, kang dia cakap aku derhaka plak
pastuh baru bgtau mak aku
(teruk tol aku nih..akmal dulu baru mak hahaha)

at least one hurdle dah lepas
now next step, kena contact Prof T plak
and kena show my determination
nak kena korek balik slide master dulu
and prepare new slides for entrance exam

Prof T nih dah laa grad from northwestern univ, big ten U tuh
cam aku gak ah hahaha
no wonder english dia superb
dia punya research pon very fundamental
more on phase transformation, sma,

aku pun looking for something very fundamental
not application
sbb aku rasa inilaa benda aku paling susah nak faham masa belajar dulu
dislocation, band gap energy, fermi level, diffusion
tapi bila tak faham tuh laa makin kita nak tahu kan

doakanlah perjalanan aku nih smooth
amin
mungkin inilah hijrah aku :)